Be back soon to deliver the deets. 'Till then I thank you for all of your sweet messages of love & friendship that flooded my in-box...(and also my heart!)
I can't believe that it's been ONE WHOLE YEAR since I wrote this this post! Really. I can't! It's so hard to wrap my mind around the fact that 12 months have passed since I was up to my eyeballs in carpet samples, paint chips, and on a mission to find the perfect bookshelf. Without a doubt, a lot has changed since then...
I am soooooooooooooo grateful for the amazing year of growth it has been and for all of the magic that continues to swirl around me. I look back with absolute awe and gratitude for all that I have been able to accomplish and achieve over the last year...and it warms my heart even more to think of where I may be next November considering how much has shifted since last fall.
I hope you've had a love-filled, heart-fluttering & happy 11/11...
XOXO,
Update: All is well w/ my sweet little Penelope pup! I'm very thankful she is healing & healthy again...thank you awesome doggie angels for keeping her safe and out of harms way (for the 100th time!) :-)
November 10, 2009
Darling Hearts...
Welcome to my first video blog! Oh my, I do hope you like it. I'm experimenting a bit to see how it feels & hope to share more of myself, special books, poems, happy thoughts, inspiration, and all around other good stuff via this convenient little web-cam. I'd be soooooo inauthentic if I failed to mention how uncomfortable it feels to view myself on tape...but as the angels say...*When nervous, remember to focus on service*. With that said, I'm still counting on you to be extra gentle & sweet! :-)
So, with my ego totally out of the way...here is the first installment in my series of upcoming video blogs.
Enjoy...
XOXO,
Edit: If you are wondering how to stop the blog music from playing while you watch the video...click the pause button on the music player (just below the moon calendar). Hope that helps for those who were kind enough to ask...:-)
what if this is it right here right now your defining moment
what if every event, heartache, and mistake was perfectly planned to lead you into the situation you presently find yourself in
what if mystic voices whispered answers to you while you sleep and people are carefully thrown in your path all for the evolution of your greatest good whether you like them or not
what if it did not matter what you did or said or felt in the past
what if it was not an accurate prediction of what your future will look like
what if you were not the only one feeling this way tired and lost joyful and free all at the same time
what if others were also thirsty for the same soul balm you were craving
what if you could meet them simply by following your own truth
what if the reason you don’t fit it feel outside the box outside the norm is because you were not built to fit but to create your own molds and make your own set of rules
what if they were wrong the mean voices that live in your head that say things like “no you can’t” and “that is not possible” and “what a stupid idea”
what if those voices do not belong to you but some hurt angry child you never met that needs love and care
what if your faults were also your assets disguised as flaws
what if nothing was random not even a spilled cup of coffee or a broken heel on the way to work
what if there is no one left to impress
what if there is nothing wrong with you and nothing wrong with them
what if it was all striped away
your comforts distractions addictions and praise
so you could finally meet the raw, naked version of yourself
who is much stronger and bad ass than you expected
what if this helps you see what you are really made of
and you realize that is it not only more than enough but that you
yes you dear soul are nothing short of extraordinary
(And this is why I am so in love with the precious heart of Miss Mccabe Russell. Rock on, my mermaid sista....Rock on....)